food...glorious food

haha...took that line from ice age 2. good movie tho. superbly far-nee. anyway today is so far a good day. all started with waking up and going to church w/o much prob. good service and stuffs. bonus thing was harry was there. haha. thought he was going for sat night but end up sunday morning. anyway 1st time going to church with him and it feels jus fine. speaking of the word fine. today my head keep getting stuck at this line, "that bitch is fine" by yin yang twins. dunno what song is that ady. suddenly playing now. anyway everything's great. except 1 small part. it seems that a certain someone needs to take proper management and hospitality classes. i have to say that someone is my cell leader. ugh!!! i dunno why i semakin beh tahan him. no offence he bog size or has B.O. jus that his way of doing things not my kind. [ remember wad pastor says about this kinda situation ] damn. anyway jus wanna throw it all out here.

imagine this. situation is :
- 2 bus
- many ppl with diff location
apparently im going to direction A. there is other ppl going to A also. but then EVERYONE ELSE going to A sits in bus no.1 while im in bus no.2. now u tell me. WAD THE HECK is wrong in this prob? aren't i suppose to be in bus no.1 ?? i feel so unjustified. well i cant scold him for it since i have respect for him as a CL so all i can do is give him my angry face.

bah bah...enuff hate for a day. feeling lazy now to do my mechanics. altho i have 0 knowledge wad it is all about but then....can work out somehow kua?? haha. [ L-O-L-O-L-O-L-O-V-E. ops...listening to ashlee simpson now. she pretty kan? *drools* ] back to reality, haha. tonight is gonna be a tough night. so many footie matches. [ p.s: rooney break foot and man u got thrashed. babi!!! ]

cant decide....

half way there till end of exams!! 3 more paper to. 3 very tough paper. maths is tomorrow and this time i feel like im not reading at all. cant seem to masuk otak to process. jus hopefully tomorrow i can do my best and let God do the rest. air con yesterday sucked tho. 3 Q from tutorials. HAHA!!! unfortunately...( uh - oh ) i couldnt recall much about it though. Damn!! neways its over ady so im jus gonna let it pass me for now.

CG is tonight. but then i dun feel like going. wanna stay home do tutorials tonight so tomorrow got time do past year paper. also i lack sleep now. all thanks to the stupid laptop. not really stupid lar jus dunno wad happened to it. argh. need to reinstall everything and took hours lagi tu. actually 1hr plus only. haha. still my heart not there to go tonight. dunno why lar. somethings wrong with me. in the process of backsliding now perhaps?? i think this is how it really feels. not jus that but bad habits are back ady. and i mean the big bad one. dunno why football betting is suh a magnet to me. cant seem to say no to it. but then at least i can control the amount im playing. play small smaller risk mah. win small nvm asalkan win. still it is a sin and i shudnt be doing it. i jus dunno how larrr. hopefully 1 day im cured of this.

while typing this ah wai stress babi pula with his basic taxation paper tomorrow. 1st time hear him that stress. a lil scary but funny too. haha and ops. hope he's gonna do well tomorrow to pass it. speaking of him. his bday is next week thurday which is a week from now. hmmm....wonder wad i should get him ler? got no opportunity to go out but then must somehow get him something geh. see how larrrr..hopefully not that lazy to ignore it after the long week. anyway ciao 1st..wanna sleep or continue reading kua? @_@"

heres wad i was suppose to type today

feeling bad now. its like a new low point in life. not to exaggerate that much but it feels bad. my old bad habits are back and im starting to screw things up 1 by 1. but then it seems i never realise all of it until this morning. didnt go to church and this is a new record. 2 weeks in a row. well i really wanted to go but it seems that i didnt set my alarm to the wrong time. it was 8.15 PM not AM. stupid me. so practically screwed up with poh hin and now i guess whole church sees me as a pretty lazy guy ah. sucks. so im here with all my regrets and nothing muh to do now except stuy for the exams that commences tomorrow. bm's ok so there nothing much to worry about. jus that wednesday's paper is the 1 im worrying now and thinking if i will have enough time for maths on wednesday. i mean if i want an A in that paper i would need to superbly well prepared but then somehow i dun feel that way now. haha. nvm nvm. blogs a lil cacat now with some loading problems but thankfully everything still intact on the outside for viewing purposes altho i only told 1 person so far bout this new blog so i technically don't want people to read it. i mean theres so many things here about me here and im still not ready to share with the world yet. :)

anyway gotta get back to study my thermodynamics paper with sejarah bugging me. argh!! ciao

stupid blog....

have to retype again everything i typed jus now. babi!!! later larr...now go study 1st.