Yee.....everything went a lil weird after i woke up from sleep this afternoon with some weird ppl sms-ing. But then to start of today has been a bit of a weird day. Feels good i think is the word, to step foot in the church again which might prolly be my last chance with things atm. Said a few goodbyes and sent some hugs around except for some missing ppl.

P.S: baby shannon is like so uber tiny and has red cheeks. but uber-dorable!!!

Cant really describe it but seriously feels different in some ways. prolly the sadness creeping in right now and the fact that im not prepared for maths tomorrow is turning my stomach like a washing machine right now. then there's anticipating for my results of my application.

going topsy-turvy ~ but feel like gaming till 3am >.<

kellie and ming wei suggested farewell but i didnt want one. hate it. its like bringing in a crowd to be sad with u instead of going everyday normally having fun with no holds barred till the very last day. why celebrate the departure of someone? a normal going-out-together-thingy seeing a movie or bowling would be fun and dont resemble the "farewell for someone outing thingy" tho. haiz...

heard this classic song over the radio while heading for dinner and thought it was cool. even the cooler after translating it. kinda a sad song for the guy but what to do? thats how i felt at one point. might as well take some pride in it by singing it sumbangly and have fun.

singing sumbangly - think i got that while sitting in erin's car going home or somewhere (~.~)

等待 我随时随地在等待 做你感情上的依赖

我没有任何的疑问 这是爱

我猜 你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败 从天堂掉落到深渊 多无奈

我愿意改变 (what can I do?)
重新再来一遍 (just give me chance)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深 叫我怎么能收手

但你说 I only wanna be your friend 做个朋友
我在你心中只是 just a friend 不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白 但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
So I 不能只是 be your friend
I just can't be your friend

No~ 我不能只是做你的朋友
不能只是做普通朋友

if ur wondering, no, i'm not being all emo right now thanks to the song. my cycle just ended earlier this week. so im fresh out and gonna have fun. spiderman's out this week and gonna catch it with sis on a midnight show prolly. i love Labor Day!! hahah...

College Is Over

It feels like back in form 5 where secondary school has officially ended and all that was left is spm to face in the latter days. Still feels like that of over 2years ago right now. All that's left is 4 paper which seperates me and the unknown. Feels enlightened tho, knowing the fact I dont have to sit in another lecture hall where my butt hurts except in 2DK's(dewan kuliah).

the entire mechanical/manufacturing eng course minus few absentees
my tutorial group @ all the fan cheong's in the world

Exam commences this saturday which is practically tomorrow but thankfully my paper is not till next week tuesday. Its gonna clash with Robb Thompson's conference so still wondering if i should go or not. Decisions decisions. Cant they be any easier?

As for exams, like law said it best when it was his spm, GOGO kelvin!!

Neck hurts badly now tho and my heart is not ready to study yet today. Gosh...spent the entire afternoon teaching teik wei and yong chong another paper plus me going over to celebrate "princess" birthday ate my whole day today. haha. 18hrs passed and i barely, seriously barely, touched my maths notes. @_@"

O-M-G!!!

Still, had loadsa fun today just ended up 20% more sick and a wili wili wili bad sore throat. argh!!! Here's something to please you're heavy eyes reading this.

the birthday cake

yang hari jadi hari ini punya, si permaisuri

2 uncles, 1 auntie, 1 older auntie and 1 monkey. No, dont guess who's the monkey please...

the other bunch of invited aunties and uncles...

the sultan, queen, permaisuri and the brother

blogging time is up!! gotta head back to study by hook or by crook. Lazy blog so many things right now....so....freaking....tired.....

so tired i nearly slept while po hin was preaching during cell group just now. all thanks to my wonderful bunch of crazy bunch of college friends filled with wild ideas. yesterday bah started when i me n shorty go study room kononnya mau study. reach there buka file read not even half page teik wei and ah bui came. talk talk bout futsal at night then suddenly end up agree to go see turtle's movie (TMNT). so all 4 of us rang up whoever crazy enough and available to join us in skipping lecture and go bermovie.

end up 7 of us heading all the way to leisure mall in cheras. very de excited la step foot into leisure mall for the 1st for me & shorty, manatau the GSC there didnt show TMNT. everyone was like going !@#$% and !#$%%% and more #$%&&#%. (=_=)" so we end up watching The Hitcher starring sophia bush.

while waiting for the movie we end up snapping photos in the toilet while we were peeing. nah jus kidding, that would be disgusting and invading our privacy tho...

It was definitely worth my rm5 seeing sophia bush and saw wee siang freaked out like a lil girl at some super scary scenes. the 2nd most muscular guy in my tutorial group shrieked like a lil girl right in the middle of the cinema.

sigh...and i thought he was macho...

still, sophia bush was undeniably H-A-W-T.

then after movie shorty's car was locked and he got the wrong key. 4hr road trip to klang and back was the only solution. kinda fun tho to see Asia's biggest Jusco in the making nearby bukit tinggi while bukit raja's Jusco wasnt that bad after all - approx 5X bigger than alpha angle in wangsa maju.

foopid!!!

after midnight was nothing but football madness. futsal at 1am then go mamak see ball. I seriously dont know where to find the strength to go on the next day which happens to be today. best part was i scored the best goal in my history of play. a chest - 1 touch on the floor - a turn - and i beat the keeper. fu-yohh...i felt like wayne rooney for that split second. hahaha!!!

*still feeling the sensation of that goal till now tho*

ok la..enough blogging for now. gotta head back to studying. btw, submitting my uni application form tomorrow tho so like angeline said, don wish me luck, wish me all the best!!! (^^)v

always disliked tuesday due to long study hours in college. all the more class ends at 6pm so cant go kfc and enjoy tuesday's special unless we decide to skip maths lecture. kinda hard for that to happen also considering maths is like the toughest paper this last sem and i need to nail this paper for a better prospect of credit transfer.

And the thought of me being hungry and not getting to order that colonel rice meal irritates me a lot. pift...

Got all my transcripts and etc to apply uni today and managed to fill out the application flawlessly so im all set to send my application. prob is i'm kinda nervous now. dont know why but having 2nd thoughts - dark ones that is. kinda feeling uncertain bout submiting it now. don't know why but just dont feel super enthusiast bout it now.

prolly jus fear of being rejected by them. I could remember having cold feets even when i was apply for TAR 2yrs ago after all my friends got their offer letter except me.

1 1/2 weeks left till finals tho. gotta bucp up for all i know - especially maths. got nothing left to distract me now except laziness since there isnt a major church activity until june earliest if not wrong. wee...by then im like super free.

May and june is still gonna be blur. wonder if im gonna be in KL or KK. For all i know prolly dad dragged me along with him on his business trip to tawau for 3 days. OMG. so if u see me, u see me, if u dont see me, bon voyage and sayonara mademoiselle and senior~

Man Utd playing AS Roma later in champions league Quarterfinal 2nd leg. Hope the red devils win big time and qualify to the semi's with wayne rooney breaking ppl's leg with his tackles and ronaldo getting ppl into headaches with his skills. lol. I'm drunk now forgive me...

Easter is over - YAY!!! Relieved that everything is over now that i can have some good rest and get my butt back on my main focus which is completing my finals. Everyone's really tired obviously from they're visible panda eyes beneath the make-up and this morning everyone was yawning like crazy. AS for me, i had to learn the hard way nescafe or coffee wasnt the cure for it. I needed some loud music to keep me awake. Lost count how many yawns i made in 1hr - still am yawning now tho. Bla bla bla, here's something for ur eyes to rest at...

i got beard!!! im rugged!!
poor kenny, too sleepy adi...
hell-ions getting rdy for the big show..
andrew mulitasking - do hair, make-up, and eat FRIES
liew getting whipped for stealing roti canai
kenny getting whipped for not finishin his nescafe
ivy, me, kenny
me and "baby" nat
brown hair, white teeth, broad smiles...perfecto!!
look ma!!! got ghost next to me...
me and sheyvin
- the 3 dejected man U fans -
hunter the guitarist
andrew the hungry fish eater
kelvin the "crippled" rapper

Alls well ends well. Easter drama and it's cast and crew played their last and it was truly a grand finale. And seriously everything was going superbly well - minus some tiny blips - but saw someone that got me a lil upset bout it. Well, the person wore green today so white is definitely out of the scenario. Anyway, two thumbs up to all the cast and crew for the great job and i know a certain "auntie" who is really stressed out bout all this. calm down la boss...

Did a lil walk walk in sg wang with mum + 2 aunts and end up buying 2 pairs of levi's. The cool part bout it was that i couldnt decide which one i wanted so mum say grab both. Woot!! Now ive finally got all the jeans i need. Whats left to fill the wardrobe is a new pair of shoes. Coming soon at the next sales!!! hahaha...

my new 523 and 525, don jealous oh bro =P

Getting that feeling of wanna blog something out but cant cuz im getting stuck halfway and prolly i end up being too direct that the person reads it and hurts the person. But what i can SAFELY say here is that theres something im saying one thing while in my head its another. Sucks, really. Everything is going topsy-turvy now with the past haunting, the present fleeing, the future fluctuating. Prolly i should jus take everyones advice and bust my butt outta here asap. =/God, you send me so many signs adi, i ask for one last one.

Please...

Recently i discovered i have another nephew. Well, my 2nd infact considering the first one i knew late last year. I've got this family issue where they dont tell kelvin anything until its life and death - at the very end of the straw that is. Been through enough scenarios already to not get upset or frust over it. Anyway back to the main point. I just found out i've got another nephew, one that i can visit on the weekends and play kelvin the bad bad cute monster and tickle each other till someone laughs. =) (i'm a so not talented babysitter i know). Apparently 2nd eldest cousin's wive gave birth to a healthy little baby boy on March 17 with the name Matthew Ong. Another Ong into the list of Ong Vs Fong in my family. Apparently all the guys are Ong in my family except 2 while the rest of the girls are Fong. (=.=)" Good thing is he's named after one of Jesus's disciple - Matthew, the tax collecter. woop-pee-dee!! Wonder if he would be a cheapskate fella or a very generous one with his money? hmm...

Anyway here's some photos of him in his many faces...

M: "Can't u see i'm sleeping? shoo..."
M: "I was dreaming bout jessica alba!! u ruined it!!! waaaaaa...."
M: "Taste my fist!!!"
M: "smoochies up for grabs!!"
M: "Blur syndrome runs in the family...duh =S"

Havent actually visit the lil brat yet due to congested schedule this semester but planning to give him a nick in the tummy at his full moon par-tay this month or somewhere later. Wonder how good are my hands with tiny babies? hmm...baby M here uncle ong comes!!! bwahahaha!!! (^^)

I'm getting older without knowing it. 20 this year but i'm an uncle already. It's kinda normal actually to be one at this age but it struck me, few years down the road it would be my turn giving ang pao's to the little brats. That is IF, all goes well down the road and down the aisle. Haha. 3 more years till i Grad with my degree godsped that is. Sigh, time to say bye bye to the lil kelvin in me. All the more, "a close source" tells me that im too playful and cheeky, not the kinda guy a girl wants. Ouch...right in the face that hit me.

im soooo tired but i shouldnt be complaining so much yet since im doing the least of things compared to other people. still, my solid body of bones and increasing mass of muscles is a lil worn down now and black circles are visible. now i wonder why the men never had mascara or stuffs like that to keep us looking good in the morning like the females? hmm....still, heres a recap of pictures of the past 1 week or so where everyday is a church day - its fun tho =)

Modern day version of "David and Goliath"
Goliath = bigger size, tall Ps Pat
David = taller, skinny me =O
look how empty the lrt is...
3 of us really took the last LRT home at 11.45pm
Wai Kok rekindling his early school days with his "fishies"

Then came baptism day on a saturday morning at 7.30am. 7.30 was still ok but to wake up at 6am was a lil uh-oh. And the fact i end up sleeping at a lil over 2am was the icing on the cake - in the opposite way that is. Waking up was like !@#$%& with all that headache and restless sleep. Thankfully alls well ends well. Baptism went well and truly, there's a renewing of spirit in me. Enjoy~

First up in our group was jason...
a lil nervous looking cheryl when her turn was coming up
and finally her turn...
next up was Arsenal's no.1 fan martin...
yea yea my turn...
being the last was the best i thought but i was like super nervous!!!
W26 + cheryl's mum...
clearly we can see that Pastor anti Man Utd eh? (-_-)"
one big family...
Ju yin the new face of Ju-On
(>.<) scary~~
like erin says it best, the 2 "stooges" and may shen