defining moments

i need a 50% sihon banded armor and 10 million!!! make it 20million. haha. mind me. am talking bout the online game im playing. getting good at it but better not too good. like iz said, the better u are at 1 thing, the worse u become in another. haha. i just hope it doesnt imbalance my studies. speaking of that, 5 weeks or so till exam commences. altho no timetable yet but its kinda scary. with barely any knowledge of the past 2 months it seems my laziness and ignorance has caught up with me and im losing this race. lets all pray for kelvin for a tiny bitsie miracle here to somehow do what he has to do any excel in it.

*Yoda come in and says, "May the force be with you."*

haha...dunno why i tot of doing that. <_<". anyway service was great today altho prolonged the time but heck. it was worth it. wasnt really sleepy except a couple of yawns but am doing better compared to that incident. sigh. still a blackspot in my mind. :(. wasnt planning on blogging tonight but got kinda bored waiting for her to reply in msn so might as well babble a lil here. oh ya anthony won astro talent quest. cool!! congratz mate! dunno how things will be from now on but pray God will lead him thru each step. he sing that bad mer?? dunno why my cousin say he sing a bit weird weird de. -_-"

p.s : i realised the titles of my blogs are not 100% compatible. hmmm...no wonder i was never able to properly think of titles for my english essays or letters. *bummer*

durian oh durian!!!

i didnt know durians are so expensive. no, im not talking bout those sold on the streets where u see them putting a signboard saying rm 10 3 biji or 2 biji. im talking bout those in the superarket or similiar. its like 5-8biji rm20. i mean how can they do that? just cuz its written D24 they're charging sky high proces. gosh, cant someone do something about it? enuff durians for a day. might be eating one later :P hahhaa!!!

jolly!!!

blogging seems to be fun. apparently i spent an hour plus writing a 2 page long thingy. gosh that was tiring. anyway today has been pretty great to me. just miss something. more like someone "kacau-ing" me. in a good sense that is. its kinda tiring today tho with me sleeping the last 10mins of lecture today in last class. and i knew then my face was super oily. gosh i need to buy facial blotters asap. 1 of the reason why i miss home. things like that are FREE and provided. =) well i particularly like todays math class. kinda made me @_@ tho but it was goodie!! learnt so much. too bad todays chapter not covered in test this friday. ARGH!!

my assignments are finally done!!! *im still ignoring visual c++ and es3 for now* finally can unload this big one down to cason. speaking of him, when i need him to on9 he is NOT HERE!!! and when i DONT need him, hes ALWAYS there. hate this kinda situation. haha. kinda tired now but needta study maths. 4 chapters to cover so hope theres enuff time. since im not playing dota anymore so i feel i have so much time. just need to eliminate the laziness out. and laziness is wad i fear most now when im gonna serve. which reminds me too. needta check mail!!! dun wanna disappoint attributes but mainly not erin and lee choo since they give me an opportunity (T.T). God...work yer magic in me ah!!! off to check mail now and praying for the strength to study maths later!!! buhbye!!!

your light will shine when all else fades

i hate it why we have so many emotions and we have to feel and go thru each of them. argh. sigh to be more precise. feel a lil better since this morning after mum called and outing. crappy la. jus wanna ask for a lil extra money but kena so many things from her. zzzzz. if dun wan give, just dun give la. pls don complain so much k? spoilt my whole mood for outing. summore terus dun wan go find jamie for her bday. damn la now. tomorrow sure kena bomb by them de. zzz. sigh...why la all this happening to me now? when one side gets better the other goes down. sudahlah go down, further down lagi tu. <_<. sigh...wanna blog also no mood now. wish im far far away in kk with friends not home or in uk with bro or just anywhere but kk home and setapak. BLARGH!!!

wrong reasons

like the title says. its all for the wrong reasons now. to be more specific, im like now going church for the wrong reasons. argh!! today was like so geared up to go church. first came prayer meeting. it was okie. then right before worship....*drum rolls*..."she" came. we label her A la in this case. haha!!! i couldnt believe it. baru that day was talking to li shia bout it then today, BAM!!! she sat infront of me. omg!!! and thats the end of my "trying-to-focus-more-on-God-today-day". i cannot believe i kept seeing her every 10 - 15 secs. worse thing was i was so bersemangat wanna take a pic with her and spent the whole time when keith was preaching on makin the best pick up line. ARGH!!! sigh...wads with me and older women? haha...jus dun get the chemistry in it now.

moving onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..........................its less than an hour till world cup finals between france and italy. sigh. i was rooting portugal, holland, spain, england and germany and they all fell short at the semis or before that. well...they both deserve it altho i still anti france. darn...doreen must be laughing at me now that portugal lost that day. <_<""

ba ba black sheep~!!

sooooooooo happyyyyyyy portugal beat england!!! but very sad that brazil lost to les blues. argh!! anyway. world cup coming to an end soon. another week remain. so fast oh time pass ady. now have to like start the engine in my head to study ady. haha. but seriously i think i need to do that. considering now is july already. another 2 more months to go. not to mention this month is CHC anniversary so gonna be busy with church stuffs starting tomorrow. <_< . then august got emerge kl right at the end of august. during study week if not wrong. scary oh!!!! dunno i myself can sempat study all o not. hopefully can la. actually need lor if i wanna raise the bar and fulfill my dreams of going to monash. dunno why this morning suddenly say monash. hmm...from God? haha. i dunno man. hmmm...i feel like planning my schedule now. after this la. if put in blog later sonia read then kacau again. hahah!!! no offence ya son. so many things to write but so lazy.

list of things kelvin the lazy bum needs to atm/asap:
-call evan and sms/call okui
-do a timetable
-finish assignment with shorty
-sleep early

but then so lazy ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................................God arrr!!!! why human so lazy ah????