cant decide....

half way there till end of exams!! 3 more paper to. 3 very tough paper. maths is tomorrow and this time i feel like im not reading at all. cant seem to masuk otak to process. jus hopefully tomorrow i can do my best and let God do the rest. air con yesterday sucked tho. 3 Q from tutorials. HAHA!!! unfortunately...( uh - oh ) i couldnt recall much about it though. Damn!! neways its over ady so im jus gonna let it pass me for now.

CG is tonight. but then i dun feel like going. wanna stay home do tutorials tonight so tomorrow got time do past year paper. also i lack sleep now. all thanks to the stupid laptop. not really stupid lar jus dunno wad happened to it. argh. need to reinstall everything and took hours lagi tu. actually 1hr plus only. haha. still my heart not there to go tonight. dunno why lar. somethings wrong with me. in the process of backsliding now perhaps?? i think this is how it really feels. not jus that but bad habits are back ady. and i mean the big bad one. dunno why football betting is suh a magnet to me. cant seem to say no to it. but then at least i can control the amount im playing. play small smaller risk mah. win small nvm asalkan win. still it is a sin and i shudnt be doing it. i jus dunno how larrr. hopefully 1 day im cured of this.

while typing this ah wai stress babi pula with his basic taxation paper tomorrow. 1st time hear him that stress. a lil scary but funny too. haha and ops. hope he's gonna do well tomorrow to pass it. speaking of him. his bday is next week thurday which is a week from now. hmmm....wonder wad i should get him ler? got no opportunity to go out but then must somehow get him something geh. see how larrrr..hopefully not that lazy to ignore it after the long week. anyway ciao 1st..wanna sleep or continue reading kua? @_@"