It's ironic how life is well balanced whether u like it or not. It's like how some things u want it to run this way but it ends up another way and when you want that not to happen that way, it always always end up in that way. It tickles the funny bone when you stop and look at the whole picture but sadly the general population is unable to do that. Frust and throw a fist all u want now and when you're done, you'll forget about it and move on with life. Just shows how shallow us humans can be.

Weather is changing drastically once again and winter is expected to hit melburnians sooner than later so instead of July, it'll most likely be around June - beginning of june probably. Autumn has already unofficially kick in now. Strong cold winds, showers in the morning and night, sun well hidden behind the dark clouds. It IS a beautiful sight to watch actually. Always have been a joy of mine to watch the skies. Brings back memories when I first watched the rain in aunt's bedroom as a kid. It was beautiful although i may not have understood much at that tender age of four or five. Still do it when i was in KL and KK in my own room but not anymore here. All i see is my four walls and if i look beyond my window, all i see is next door where its most likely the guy is playing his game console or watching tv or drinking topless or with a shirt - yeah a LOL for that. I miss staring at the rain i really do.

I hate wednesdays and i'll continue hating it till the end of semester. Okay hate may be too strong a word to use here but i definitely dislike it (sounds much better now lol). CAD classes haven't even begun yet and classes are almost 3hrs on the run. Will only get worst when CAD begins. 4? 5? 6? Oh boy i dont wanna know, really. And to add salt to the wound, when thursday's subject is finally kicking in, it'll be early morning in essendon. Rita suggest i might as well go all the way to the airport and fly away for the weekend if im too lazy to go down at essendon campus. Haha. Sounds tempting really. See how la.

Happy tho that mel is finally back. Shorter hair, but still packs a punch in her words and still exist the love-hate relation between us. Another semester of 'who can throw the better sarcasm" is gonna start soon! Of course, the odds are stacked heavily against me like 150 - 1 atm? -_-". Still find it difficult if thats the word, to adjust to a surrounding filled with girls. There's rita, mel, ange, shio yen, reika, and 1 new girl (ops i forgot ur name =/ ). Need more guys, need more patience to withstand their onslaught and most of all, need more muscles to carry grocery bags hhahahahahahah. *continues praying for fabian to settle down in compass!!!*

Well i guess thats enough rambling for one post. Too much makes the post "unpostable". Thank God for long hours of sleep tonight!

P.s : I know you're gonna read this. Gonna say this one last time, je suis désolé =)