the past few entries has been depressing and full of emo which dont belong there. but you cant really blame me right since blogging is suppose to help me release how i feel deep inside, a place to rant bout the day that has been but still, guilty of over-reacting and over emotional. sucks but life goes on. so im deciding to "trim" off the last post and edit away the bad mojo parts. hey, im suppose to be cheerful and be a lil light and salt of the earth. lol.

just been much more cheerful today. tho the rain is still pouring heavily in the afternoon but i guess the tears has dropped its last one for a quite some time im predicting. the maternal instinct of a mother practically beats every single frown in my opinion. thats why i think my mum's the best friend i could have. guess i never knew my mum that well all this while considering i spend the last 19years screamin and argueing back. thankfull i drew a line after my 19th birthday and its time to set things right once and for all. so 3 months and on, everythings amazing with my mum. 2 thumbs up for myself there. =)

if memory serves me well, no one's complaint bout my "half-naked" photo except for "no.6" or kher lit to some who knows. since she's off the list. its time i get a new one instead. haha. i kinda like this one this time with me brushing my teeth and sowie if im being too "ss" with myself. a man's gotta do somethings to cheer himself up. so if u've got somethin to critic bout it, do feel free to debate on...muaks!!

a man was planning his 1st ever vacation on his own to 2 different locations - portugal and spain. he loves both countries very much due to their culture and food and not forgetting, people, beautiful people that is. being indecisive, he draws a list of comparison. in spain, he loves the hotel he stays because it has the best facilities and services. meanwhile in portugal, the hotel he would be staying in has the best dining experience and has a larger room ratio compared to the one in spain. so he's there stuck and wondering which of the 2 to decide. they're both good in the areas which mattered most to him. 2 different places with 2 different hotels. how would he decide? then came another factor. in spain, he has friends and some relatives staying there. in portugal, his best friend resides there and the prospect of a new job opportunity which he was landed recently where he can gain more information. so it becomes 3 different factors totally opposing each other. its like the best of both worlds. so how would the man decide?

its a story. a kinda story i like. a story which tells all im facing now. 2 places, 3 factors. each matters a lot. how to decide? lets find out together shall we?